June 15th of 2008

"HIM: happy one year anniversary baby love
HIM: haha i said it first this time
BUZZ!!!
ME: aaaaww
ME: i didnt forget babyboo
ME: happy first year anniversary"

It was June 15th of 2008, one of the most special day of my life. We celebrated our first year anniversary. It was one happy day for me. For US. It's been one year since we first met. Since we became couple. We've been to happiest and saddest moments of our lives as a couple. We laughed. We cried. We argued. We reconciled. WE SURPASSED TRIALS. We were there for each other. WE LOVE EACH OTHER.

"ME: I love you. You complete me. You are my happiness. I feel bless to have you in my life. It is a blessing that I get to know you. Just by seeing your angelic face makes me smile. Just by hearing your voice you makes my heart beats and just by hearing u say " I LOVE YOU" I live."

"HIM: After i lost you i realized that even though our life will be tough I would'nt have it any other way as long as I get to wake up next to you. I love you"


LOVE lasts for eternity. Specially OURS.



-chibneko.

are YOU this kind of guy?

1. Guys dont actually look after good looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesnt understand you, it simply mean you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything to get a girl's attention.
10.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents, let them.
12. Guys want to tell many things but they cant. And they sure have one habit to gain courage to tell you many things and it is DRINKING.
13. Guys CRY!!!
14. Dont provoke a guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream or hope too much.
16.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there is no turning back.
18. Giving a guy hanging message like "You know what?!..uhm..nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatters when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to the girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes prolonged "uhmm.. or makes excuses when you are asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesnt like you and he cant lay down cards for you.
22. When a girls say "NO" a guy hears it as "Try again tomorrow".
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate GAYS!!!
25. Guys love their MOMS!!!
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesnt mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen him.
29. If a guy tells you he love you once in a lifetime, He DOES.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But dont let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your bestfriend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You dont need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with BRAINS more than girls in MINISKIRTS.
42. Guys try to find stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesnt really matter to a guy but her WEIGHT does.
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. SO WATCH OUT GIRLS!!!
49. When a girl makes a guy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend afte they broke up, especially when they've been together for 3YEARS.

sooo, do you think you are this kind of guy?



-chibineko.

LOVE QUOTES.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

"Perfect love is rare indeed -
for to be a lover will require
that you continually have
the subtlety of the very wise,
the flexibility of the child,
the sensitivity of the artist,
the understanding of the philosopher,
the acceptance of the saint,
the tolerance of the scholar and
the fortitude of the certain."
~Leo Buscaglia~

Yes, I believe in these.

-chibineko.

together again

"HIM: You there?
ME: yes im here, something wrong hun?
HIM: No nothing wrong. I just had guard duty last night and wanted to talk to you.
ME: and why do u want to talk to me?
ME: let me guess, you miss me?
HIM: Because
ME: because??
HIM: Is there something wrong with wanting to talk to you?
ME: well nothing hun im just asking, maybe theres this one answer i wanna here, but ugh nvm me, just being silly
HIM: You mean because i love you
ME: *blush*"

The conversation between me and him started with this. I did'nt know it could lead to something that would make me really happy.

"HIM: I believe love last till eternity.
ME: yes, specially ours."

Yes, we are together again. I am so happy. We patched things up. We settled the argument. We agreed that the feeling is still mutual. We still want to be with each other. We still LOVE each other.

"HIM: I don't feel complete...... Without you in my life.
ME: I am never complete without you in my life."

This made me cry. Tears of joy run out my eyes that very minute I heard him say this sentence. Now I know how much he loves me. He loves me so much that he gave US a second chance.

I hope things will work well for US. Love conquers all and we are ready to conquer everything.


" I believe love last for eternity, specially OURS. "




And before I forgot, tomorrow, June 15th 2008 will be our first year anniversary. <3




-chibineko.

im learning the art of letting go

"you are one perfect girl and you dont deserve a horrible guy like me.. i too dont deserve you.. im sure you can find someone better.. im sorry"

"well i think you are wrong, because i wont look for someone else again, this will be the end.. and besides my heart just died, so how do you think will i manage to love again with a dead heart like i have now? any clue?"

Those were the last words that I have said before I prepare myself to learn the art of letting go. It is hard. It hurts. It is painful. It is breaking me. It is tearing me apart. It is killing me.

But despite all this, I need to keep going. Life must go on. I need to move on. I need to let go.

"It is hard to let go of someone you truly love. But it is harder to make someone stay when you perfectly know that the feeling is GONE."

"If you love someone, set him free and he comes back he will LOVE you forever"

I once believe in this saying but i came to realize the irony of it, because if that someone truly loves you, why does he need to walk away from you?

love makes you happy. love hurt. love makes you learn.




-chibineko

me myself and i.

January 5th 1987. 21 years ago an angel sent from heaven was born, her name? Roselynn Margate. I am the eldest of the family of four. The first baby of my parents, Ligaya and Ruel. I grew up in a family with a simple living since we are not that wealthy. Yea we are'nt wealthy of material things, but what I am proud of is the fact that I belong in a family wealthy of love, happiness and contentment.

I was 5 years of age when i first stepped my feet on school grounds. Kindergarten. That was the first time I learned how to mingle with other people. Other children. Teachers and a totally different environment.

I was 6 when i started primary school. Elementary. Different environment. Different classmates. Different teachers. Different everything. that word DIFFERENT easily faded away when i got used to all those people at school. For 6 years I was with them. 6 years that easily passed when March of 1999, our Graduation Day came. After that day I was no longer an Elementary student. elementary ended, YES, but my life? NO it is'nt the end yet, its just getting started.

I was 12 when I became a high school freshman. High school. I was having a hard time coping up with the high school life. Everything seem so different. class schedules. different classmates. different teachers. different school ground. EVERYTHING. Things are more of a CHALLENGE than a SCHOOL CHORES. I need to get used to it. I need to accept the challenge. I need to win the battle. I need to stand out. I need to survive. Most of all I need to make choices. I need to choose the people who I will be with while I am trying to survive the thing call HIGH SCHOOL LIFE. In its simple words, I need to choose FRIENDS. People who will inspire me to keep going. Those who will pick me up whenever I feel down. Those will laugh with me on silly things and cry with me on sad things. Those who I can watch movie with or spend some sleep overs once in a while. Luckily, i have found 7 ladies who became my best girl pals and spent my entire high school life with them. That was when I found out what FRIENDSHIP means.

High school was not easy. I have experienced what they called PEER PRESSURE. Alcoholic drinks. Cigarettes. Drugs. Technology. Modernization. I need to deal with these. Yes, I have tried some. Alcohol, cigarette, i have tried, but never did really like it. Drugs? Not in my vocabulary. The others? its still there but i did'nt bother myself trying. What for? I am contented. I have family. I have friends. I have people who believe in me. What more can I ask for?

I believe in the saying "There is NO such thing as PERMANENT, only CHANGES". That is because after 4 years, high school life needs to end. April 2003, High school Graduation, my final day in the high school grounds.

So yes, college is soon to come. I need to decide what career will i eventually be in. I chose to be a Business Administration student. I majored Marketing. I enrolled in Polytechnic University of the Philippines in Manila. My life as a student is about to change. And i cant wait.

I was 16 and a college freshman. Again, so many DIFFERENT. Classmates. Professors. Class schedules. Campus grounds. Everything seem so new. Even me. I need to mature. I need to cope up. I need to pass ever Midterm and and Final exams. I need to get pass COLLEGE.

Campus life was NEVER easy. Quizzes. Examinations. Group projects. Thesis. Reports. Homeworks. I need to get pass through all this. I need to do everything. I even need to set aside other things. I NEED TO SET PRIORITIES.

When i left high school I left old friends. But that does'nt mean I forgotten about them. We still kept in touch. We still hang out and spend time with each other even though we were'nt going to the same campus. But then since college took most of our time, those usual became often and eventually became once in a while. But that was okay, the value of friendship is not measured on how often or usual you see each other, but by how u keep in touch and remember them even u are hundred miles away from them.

College days were hard but because of my perseverance, I managed to get passed campus life. May of 2007 I graduated. End of me being a student. Goodbye school. Hello real world.

We always say live is not a bed of roses. Yes, life is not easy. You need to survive. You need to keep going. You need to leard. You need to grow.You need to mature.

15 days after my graduation I manage to get a job. That is not my dream job but yes, it is a job. Besides I need a job to support my family. My family are the most important persons in my life. I will do everything for them. EVERYTHING.

June 15th of 2007 was a huge twist of my same old usual life. That was when I met my, you know, boyfriend. online couple, we are, but that did'nt make it less. Never a less because that was when i knew what LOVE is.


So yes this is the story of my life. This isnt the end. This only part of it. Theres still a lot more to come. A lot more to write. A lot more to be keep. A lot more to treasure.




-chibineko. 06.05.08