im learning the art of letting go

"you are one perfect girl and you dont deserve a horrible guy like me.. i too dont deserve you.. im sure you can find someone better.. im sorry"

"well i think you are wrong, because i wont look for someone else again, this will be the end.. and besides my heart just died, so how do you think will i manage to love again with a dead heart like i have now? any clue?"

Those were the last words that I have said before I prepare myself to learn the art of letting go. It is hard. It hurts. It is painful. It is breaking me. It is tearing me apart. It is killing me.

But despite all this, I need to keep going. Life must go on. I need to move on. I need to let go.

"It is hard to let go of someone you truly love. But it is harder to make someone stay when you perfectly know that the feeling is GONE."

"If you love someone, set him free and he comes back he will LOVE you forever"

I once believe in this saying but i came to realize the irony of it, because if that someone truly loves you, why does he need to walk away from you?

love makes you happy. love hurt. love makes you learn.




-chibineko